Memories

Memories are what we were, what we have done, what we have seen and what we have learnt. Memories are feelings and emotions that were attached to one particular event in life that in time has passed. Memories are the base of perception in which we use to form the present and future window of our very own world.

Ever felt anger, sadness, happiness, depression, hope or love when something that has happen in the past triggers the current emotion that you are feeling? Memories are much more in our lives than we ever hope for. Although time has moved on, there are lessons, events, or experiences that we will never forget, and will forever lies in our minds to the very last day we live. Some choose to hide it, some choose to ignore it, or some choose to express the memories that we once felt.

I remember all my memories; i hope them tight and constantly portray them in my imaginary world, and think of what could have been, and all the 'ifs' in my mind. These constant and random flashes of images of memories make my mind twist and turn as i try to find my path in my ordinary world.......

travel blogging

I used to blog about my travels, sharing my tips with other, but i don't know why i stop doing it. Maybe is time to start again.......

Time is running out??

Once you grow older, there are more and more things on your list which you have to accomplished before reaching certain age. Going to college then University, Getting a reasonanle job, Getting your first car, Moving out, Relatioship, Getting a better job with better pay, Buying a flat or house, Getting married, Having children, Saving money for the next generation, Taking care of the elder, Taking care of your partner, Buying a family car, ......etc and etc.

I sometimes feel my time is running out, im under pressured to deliver-both in my job and life.

I've been seeing someone for almost 7 years, what happen now? I don't want to get married but we are just going nowhere, i cannot see where we are heading. Is time running out, should i settle down?

To stay or to go home? I've been working for a few years now away from home, and i left home almost 5 years, is it time to go home? do i want to go home? how long can i stay? How long do i want to keep doing this job? I want to do my own stuffs eventually, and is it the right time now? If i start later, there will be more things to juggle in my life compare to now. Is time running out?

I want to travel travel and travel, but i can't seem to find the time and money, im afraid if i leave here eventually, is not going to be easy to come back again. Is time running out?

Once you grow older, you are feeling more attached to certain place, and finding it hard to adjust to new environment, finding it hard to change your bad habit. Should i move to somewhere else sooner and start all over again? is time running out?

I don't know, i guess even it runs out, i will not regret for the decision i have made so far.

I'm writing a business proposal.

and i want to make it work.

Where's the passion?

I didn't even realised is gone until now.
How can i get it back?

how do you know?

How do you know you two belong together?

To accept

Was talking to my German teacher Frau Ernst the other day, i have to mention- Frau Ernst, she has energy of a 12 year old girl although she is 73, and insist on teaching even though her husband doesn't agree. Her passion is inspiring but she likes to talk...A LOT, but that i can understand, after all what do you expect from a 73 year old lady?

As always, she likes to talk about 'absolutely anything' during our lessons, and at that particular day, she told us a secret. A secret of happy marriage. How she remain happy for the last 45 years.

'You have to accept the other person completely and never try to change him/her. that's the secret of happy marriage'

In some way, i do agree with her, but can it be done? i doubt.