I'm very very exhausted. To be honest, i didn't have time to sit down and enjoy for the last 4-5 weeks. It is really killing me.
First, came back from Malaysia, i was off for almost 2 weeks, lots to catch up, that was fine. Then, meeting after meeting, disaster after another, i was staying late almost everyday, to finish all the work, and doing all the artworks which i'm not supposed to be doing-(is the graphic designer's job), i was so exhausted, my weekend was spent recovering from the week, and the stress in organizing year end trip for my parents, has to move out because the landlord increase our rent, problems after another...i nearly snapped.
Last week was also hard on me. I didn't think my job description including being insulted, they are really getting on my nerves. I can't sleep well, i can't think straight, i'm always thinking about work!
This is the reality, when you are doing a great job, they don't give you any compliments, instead they push you to the edge and make sure you will deliver the same thing, this is cruelty. A little compliment will do me good, and do them no harm.
Today, i have a million things on my list, clean up the house, work, prepare my portfolio, prepare for my trip to Jakarta, .......i wish i have a peaceful and relaxing weekend.
