internet

Finally, internet is hooked up and this.............. means a lot to me.

Happy Chinese New Year

Spending another Chinese new year away from home, it didn't really hit me until i called my mum, and heard all those new year song, it really got to me. Although I'm coming home for my brother's wedding in three weeks time, but is not the same. I miss the atmosphere, i miss the people, i miss 'it'.
I wish everyone of you have a fantastic new year, and may Ox year brings you lots of prosperity and happiness.

short update

Started my new job, moved into my new flat (is a mess right now, no kitchen, no sink, boxes everywhere), got a car(used), living 440km from HIM, new city, zillion of things to do....... this seems like endless. If i tell you I'm happy, then is obvious that I'm lying. I know, i know, it takes time, i fucking know that.
Last minute decided to visit Him this weekend, is kind of weird coming back here to Dusseldorf, i felt like 'coming home', which i think is bizarre. I guess it is because i know the place, i know where to get good Chinese food, i know where the shops are, and i don't have anything to worry about. I wonder how long it takes to make me feel like that in Nurnberg. Let's see