It does seem like i travel a lot. Well, i do, i just came back from london, and i travel to Dusseldorf once a month to see someone. My london trip was not wholly for pleasure, i worked for 2 days, then met up with my 15 relatives from Malaysia and my parents, i was the tour guide, showing them around, it was not really a relaxing trip, but i do enjoy their company, and i had nice chinese food, i can't complain. I was travelling very often, but not enjoying and not.............TRAVELLING.
The last holiday i had was......see i can't even remember. I spent my Christmas last year with my parents and my sister, it was the gap between my last job and this one. It was extremely hectic with me moving down here, starting a new job and everything. Then i went to London for CNY, again not for my pleasure but something else. I went home for a week in Feb for my bro's wedding, not really a holiday, though i had good time seeing everyone. March, didn't really travel. April, i was in Mannheim to see some friends, it was great fun! then went to Dusseldorf and Koln for work again, and spent Easter in Dusseldorf. Didn't go anywhere or see anything. Was supposed to go to Holland to see tulips, in the end, too poor and can't afford the fuel. Straight after that, to London, and now back to Nurnberg.
I felt exhausted, even my boss could see that, i'm not satisfied. I want to travel! to see new things! to experience something new! i need new inspiration! i need a long holiday for myself, only myself, with no one to please, nothing to worry, no one to see, no dinner to go to, but with money to spend! I'm getting so dull......so dull. god.
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well, when u still know how to voice it out, thats not too bad~
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