I'm generally not a big fan of reality show, but i can't help myself of getting hooked on X-factor. I know a lot of people who think it is a crap show, tra lalala....i hate to admit but i do love it.
It makes me feel so hopeful/positive to see talented people get a chance in their life to show the world how good they are. It takes a lot of guts and courage to be able to walk on that stage, and hey, at least they are not sitting in front of the TV moaning and whinging about absolutely everything. They take charge of their own life, they are willing to take that risk and do something about it! That------is an inspiration to me.
My new motto? stop moaning, get my lazy ass off the sofa and do something about it!!
Friday, September 25, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Damn it, summer is over.
I spent my whole summer working. Not exactly the thing I've hoped for, nor planned, but is just the reality. I'm gutted i didn't take a summer break or go to the beach or something, instead I'm sitting here late night moaning about missing summer. I cannot believe it.
Everybody's been away, enjoying the sunshine, enjoying life! That should be what I'm doing as well! not sitting in the office, working all day long. I thought my time in Esprit was over, that my life will be less stressful and i will have more time to....basically think. I was so wrong. It started quite well, but now it is just nightmares, and nightmares. I'm sick of it. I'm serious. I can't work like this anymore, I'm literally 'empty', nothing left, i work like a robot, like a fucking maniac. Where is the light in the tunnel? now that summer is over, i might as well just stay in the tunnel till next summer. I'm so sorry that i moaned about work all the time, but i need to get it out, and get it over with. THIS IS SAD.
I'm going to take a week off in Oct, going to Italy, looking forward to it. NOTHING CAN STOP ME, AND I MEAN IT, NOTHING!!
Everybody's been away, enjoying the sunshine, enjoying life! That should be what I'm doing as well! not sitting in the office, working all day long. I thought my time in Esprit was over, that my life will be less stressful and i will have more time to....basically think. I was so wrong. It started quite well, but now it is just nightmares, and nightmares. I'm sick of it. I'm serious. I can't work like this anymore, I'm literally 'empty', nothing left, i work like a robot, like a fucking maniac. Where is the light in the tunnel? now that summer is over, i might as well just stay in the tunnel till next summer. I'm so sorry that i moaned about work all the time, but i need to get it out, and get it over with. THIS IS SAD.
I'm going to take a week off in Oct, going to Italy, looking forward to it. NOTHING CAN STOP ME, AND I MEAN IT, NOTHING!!
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