The curious case of Benjamin Button

I know the movie was out a year ago, bare with me, i just got the DVD.
I absolutely love it, what a fantastic movie! didn't really expect it to be that good. Highly recommended.

Second wave of the economy crisis

When news reported Germany is out of Recession some weeks ago, i was relieved, so relieved like you wouldn't believe it. Then i thought, actually the economy crisis wasn't so bad, ok, the bankers lost their jobs, the GDP was down, but it didn't really hit home- until now. BA is cutting 1500 jobs, NIKE cut 15% of their global workforce, people are being layoff as we speak, so is my company. Restructuring and restructuring, and restructuring. I cannot stand that word anymore, seriously, not anymore. It was bankers, car industry, real estate, airlines, then it will gradually filtered down to us, be ready.

X Factor

I'm generally not a big fan of reality show, but i can't help myself of getting hooked on X-factor. I know a lot of people who think it is a crap show, tra lalala....i hate to admit but i do love it.

It makes me feel so hopeful/positive to see talented people get a chance in their life to show the world how good they are. It takes a lot of guts and courage to be able to walk on that stage, and hey, at least they are not sitting in front of the TV moaning and whinging about absolutely everything. They take charge of their own life, they are willing to take that risk and do something about it! That------is an inspiration to me.

My new motto? stop moaning, get my lazy ass off the sofa and do something about it!!

Can you buy happiness?

if yes, how much would you pay for it?

Sketching

Im glad that i start sketching again.....so glad.

sewing machine

the one i want is almost 900 euros. what the &*()#$%%^&*!
kill me. kill me.

Damn it, summer is over.

I spent my whole summer working. Not exactly the thing I've hoped for, nor planned, but is just the reality. I'm gutted i didn't take a summer break or go to the beach or something, instead I'm sitting here late night moaning about missing summer. I cannot believe it.
Everybody's been away, enjoying the sunshine, enjoying life! That should be what I'm doing as well! not sitting in the office, working all day long. I thought my time in Esprit was over, that my life will be less stressful and i will have more time to....basically think. I was so wrong. It started quite well, but now it is just nightmares, and nightmares. I'm sick of it. I'm serious. I can't work like this anymore, I'm literally 'empty', nothing left, i work like a robot, like a fucking maniac. Where is the light in the tunnel? now that summer is over, i might as well just stay in the tunnel till next summer. I'm so sorry that i moaned about work all the time, but i need to get it out, and get it over with. THIS IS SAD.
I'm going to take a week off in Oct, going to Italy, looking forward to it. NOTHING CAN STOP ME, AND I MEAN IT, NOTHING!!