X Factor

I'm generally not a big fan of reality show, but i can't help myself of getting hooked on X-factor. I know a lot of people who think it is a crap show, tra lalala....i hate to admit but i do love it.

It makes me feel so hopeful/positive to see talented people get a chance in their life to show the world how good they are. It takes a lot of guts and courage to be able to walk on that stage, and hey, at least they are not sitting in front of the TV moaning and whinging about absolutely everything. They take charge of their own life, they are willing to take that risk and do something about it! That------is an inspiration to me.

My new motto? stop moaning, get my lazy ass off the sofa and do something about it!!

Can you buy happiness?

if yes, how much would you pay for it?

Sketching

Im glad that i start sketching again.....so glad.

sewing machine

the one i want is almost 900 euros. what the &*()#$%%^&*!
kill me. kill me.

Damn it, summer is over.

I spent my whole summer working. Not exactly the thing I've hoped for, nor planned, but is just the reality. I'm gutted i didn't take a summer break or go to the beach or something, instead I'm sitting here late night moaning about missing summer. I cannot believe it.
Everybody's been away, enjoying the sunshine, enjoying life! That should be what I'm doing as well! not sitting in the office, working all day long. I thought my time in Esprit was over, that my life will be less stressful and i will have more time to....basically think. I was so wrong. It started quite well, but now it is just nightmares, and nightmares. I'm sick of it. I'm serious. I can't work like this anymore, I'm literally 'empty', nothing left, i work like a robot, like a fucking maniac. Where is the light in the tunnel? now that summer is over, i might as well just stay in the tunnel till next summer. I'm so sorry that i moaned about work all the time, but i need to get it out, and get it over with. THIS IS SAD.
I'm going to take a week off in Oct, going to Italy, looking forward to it. NOTHING CAN STOP ME, AND I MEAN IT, NOTHING!!

Sacrifice?

We have to admit, there is no Perfect couple, no Perfect partner, nothing is perfect. I don't really believe there is another person who is made just for you, and you two will match perfectly together. Let's face it, even if there is, would it be so easy for you to find him/her out of 6.777 billion population in the world? No.
We are all individuals, we have things we want to achieve in our life, and things that will make us happy. What if your path is not the same as your partner's path, the things that make you happy might not do the same for him/her? what do you do? Is not like you don't like that person anymore, it has nothing to do with love whatsoever but is just the path never seems to come together. Do you sacrifice? Is that what we have to do? Who should sacrifice then? Is it fair to do so?

Schumacher not running again

I was devastated when i heard the news that he is not racing again, well, to be more specify, he can't race with a F-1 car anymore. He sustained injury from his Feb bike accident. Just heard from colleagues that we(as in PUMA) already prepared his cap and his shoes for racing.(PUMA sponsors Scuderia Ferrari team-from clothing to shoes) How sad.....
Another more devastating news: i was thinking since i missed this year's Grand Prix, i will have to make it next year-just to find out that our free tickets was given from BMW every year, and since they pull out from Formula one next year, means no more free tickets and trips to the Pit Stops. Argh......I'm not joking, i couldn't eat afterwards...